Don`t remember the time when the winter was so fierce... But beautiful indeed, especially if the snow is freezing up the branches of all the trees around and they do look like silver spiderwebs. True masterpiece of nature, I could say ^^ If you have read the last journal of mine, you probably have noticed that I was in a deep emotional and psychological crisis. Lost all the ties that kept my brain together, weeping from the slithliest missunderstanding... Uhh.. That hurts to remember, actually. But, as you might have noticed, everything is much better at the moment. I don`t know what exactly gave that sort of impact.. But I guess thanks to the winter vocation, some very memoriable moments, I managed to regain my emotional control to a state where I can go through my business without getting an interfarance from emotional breakdown. That`s the thing I was strong in - no emotions could have bring me down, I was keeping them to myself and managed to deal quite swiftly - I got that ability back, and I`m glad because of it ^^ Thing have gotten really better with my band. We are having rehearsals quite often, having loads and loads of new material and serious plans of having our first demo record. Yes, a little different issue is with my studies... More precisely - maths. It`s causing a lot of trouble for me, but I`m planning to change on levels, so it should be fixed soon enough. So, in sum, everything is in stable situation. No happiness outbrakes, but no depression as well, thank God.
And.. when everything is stable or well in my life, you know what it means (xD no you don`t) - I am drawing again! The only thing that might be an obstacle is that my printer is dead for a while now. But, when it`ll be fixed, you can expect some works of mine. I haven`t uploaded any in like.. half a year or so! But, it`s about to change now ^^
Thank you for listening to my confession, this journal has became like a public diary to me xD
Enjoy the rest of the winter ^^










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for beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror we can just barely endure, and we admire it so because it calmly disdains to destroy us.
every angel is terrible.
-rilke
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I will be famous... someday...
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To your frozen hand
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"My ambition is handicapped by my laziness" - Ch. B.
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To your frozen hand
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"My ambition is handicapped by my laziness" - Ch. B.
Just want to say thank you for the
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To your frozen hand
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